I found some random and favorite photos from last Christmas today. I can't believe how little Z was! A little baldy. And, look at all those school projects my girls did that are pasted to the back of our front door. Classy, I know.

I can barely remember last Christmas. It's a big blur. It might have something to do with the fact that I hadn't gotten a full night's sleep in 7 months at that point.

David and I took a stay-cation while my parents kept the girls. We took Z and just slept and ate and watched Harry Potter and slept some more. It was fabulous.

This one was taken on Christmas morning. I think Z has a crazy gleam in his eye because he wants to grab my camera lens. I love this photo and his pajamas (both are keepers!)

How different our lives would be without little Z. I just can not imagine it!

On a more serious and deeper note, this is the week that little baby O. would have been due, had he been carried to full term. It would be so bizarre to have another little baby at this point in my life--so bizarre I can not imagine it! But, there is still sadness at not having met him and not having him here with us. The sadness does not come very often anymore, though there are still occasional tears, but not as many. I do look forward to meeting him one day. I wonder what he looks like?! It's incomprehensible to think of already having a little person waiting for us in heaven. Sigh!

I'll leave you with this one of Z and his drooley face.